Happy friday !
It's been a while since my last post. Yeah, I have been married for almost 6 months now. *newlyweds wink :p*. I love my husband and really do love being his wife ! However.. I've come to realize that what I thought marriage would be like and what it is actually like two completely different things - at least for me.
''Marriage lets you annoy one special person for the rest of your life''
yeah, that's true.
You annoy me more than i ever thought possible. But i want to spend every irritating minute with you :)
Dear you, it's funny how we fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Do you still remember our first date? lol :D
I'm not a good lover to you. I mess up. I start fights. I easily get jealous.. but i don't play. I give my all and i love deeply. I always have this fear that one day you are going to discover that i'm not as great as you once thought i was.
You know you're attached to someone when you've gotten so used to talking to them on a daily basis and they've become a part of your happiness. But when you guys don't talk, it's like a part of you is gone and you start to miss them uncontrollably. um, i just want to spend my whole life and grow old together with someone i love :)
To the girls who let him go. Thank you so much. Thank you for walking out of his life or letting him walk out of yours. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him and do things that would make him happy, to really keep him.
*Love me without restriction, trust me without fear, want me without demand, accept me for who i am.
Thanks for loving me despite my flaws :)
Love, Jay ❤️
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