Trust

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

 

People always ask me why I don't open up to anyone anymore . The truth is, once you start to like someone, they either move , die or betray you.. and never see them again . Put urself in my shoes, so you can feel how i feel .

She has secrets you'll never know or understand . yeah, sometimes she appears so strong on the outside . But on the inside her world is spinning upside down . you know what is pain ? She's smiling and standing tall to the out a world . She's crying and breaking down in her inner world .

She appears so happy to her mates , but alone. She shares her tears with her pillow .She knows not to get her hopes up. As they always come crashing down that hope .

She trust no one because the people she has, hurt her and leave her to pick up the pieces . She believe no one because the people she has , lie and betray her .

So for now she'll keep to her self and pretend everything is fine , when everything is wrong . I just want to share what i'm thinking just now , that is :

'' Don't depend on anyone , because even your shadow leaves you when you are in darkness ''

Sometimes when people lie , it's only because knowing that the truth would hurt so soo bad , they would hate to see you cry .let everything happens, because life goes on  :)  

I know this girl, because this girl  .. 

Is me .

Note : Be careful who you trust , if someone will discuss others with you , they will certainly discuss you with others .